Ep2. Is there anything more humiliating than catching an adulterer in my bed?

GaysTalk
6 min readNov 20, 2021

First Chapter: and boyfriend cohabitation, was his father’s request

His father was happy in this Chinese New Year because of me. In this way, I became part of his family.

When everything goes too well, something bad happens.

One day, when the phone rings on my desk, the customer service at the front desk informs me that I have a call and need to come to the front desk in person.

I didn’t think much about it and went to the front desk.

I couldn’t believe it when I met my parents. I stood there for a few seconds, then quickly reached over and took my dad’s hand and led them to my office.

Mom and dad were not in much of a mood. They were kind, but they didn’t say anything pleasantries. They had been working in the South, and had little regard for me. When they came to me, it was usually for two things. The first and most important was to urge me to marry. The second thing is to let me take care of the company in Yangzhou as soon as possible and go home to inherit their career.

This time I had a vague sense that something was wrong, that something important was happening, but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it.

Rushing through work in the office, I took them to a nearby restaurant.

It was only after the three of us had sat down that my mother revealed the reason for her sudden visit.

Not long ago, my father received a phone call from my ex-boyfriend. Before, I always said he was my best friend to my parents. Therefore, since he met my parents, he often told my father some small things about work. This time, he call him to ask for advice about work.

After that, he exchanged a few polite words with mother, and it was probably in those words that he told her all about him and me.

My mother didn’t tell me why, and to this day, I don’t know what he said. Anyway, I was outed by my ex-boyfriend.

I don’t know what they were feeling, but from my understanding of my mother’s character, she must have been furious. Perhaps she cried for a long time, or she complained to my father.

For a long time, I did not plan to come out, if I can play a lifetime without hurting my parents, A little more hypocrisy, so what?

During the meal, my mother said that she and my father had an appointment with a psychologist in Yangzhou this afternoon, and I couldn’t go without it.

In the afternoon of the same day, my parents took me to see the authoritative psychologist in Yangzhou and the attending doctor of the People’s Hospital. They also did a lot of examinations. Due to the mother beside me, I did not dare to resist, for fear of their anger, they both have high blood pressure, if they are angry again, the consequences are really unimaginable, so, can only follow their will to go through the motions.

After a big round of arrangements by parents, also did not check any problems.

But knowing that there was nothing wrong with my examination results, my parents refused to give up and insisted that I go to the hospital in Shenzhen for another examination. They also bought the plane ticket that night and dragged me to the airport.

When I arrived at the airport, I pretended to cooperate and called a car on the pretext of going to the bathroom.

My parents didn’t look for me or call me.

Years later, when I was talking to my mother about this, I asked her, “Why you didn’t come to find me?”

She said, “Your father won’t let me.”

Mr Sui knew about this episode, and so did his father.

It also strengthened the relationship between Mr Sui and me. After all, we both came out and our parents let us choose.

In the New Year of 2016, I still spent the New Year in Mr Sui’s home.

Life has been in an orderly way, our feelings tend to be flat.

In July 2018, with lush vegetation and shady trees, all the heat will be covered by a good mood.

In the summer of this year, we used our savings to buy our own house in Yangzhou, a small house of 96 square meters, which belongs to our own home. The decoration of our new house is typical European style, and everything is arranged according to his idea. We have a joint property account, into which we put some money each month for our love fund.

In daily life, we talked about how to get married abroad, which institution to choose, and how old we should have our own child…

All these make me believe that we are the only one in our lives.

After the period of intense love is over, all life eventually returns to normal.

The daily commute, after coming home to talk about work for a while, and then each busy with their own things.

But at the same time, smooth feelings can not withstand a person’s heart restless heart and restless body.

A gap in the relationship occurred at this moment.

My working hours were usually regular, but a random accident broke the peace of our lives.

That afternoon, I left something behind and went home early. When I got to my bedroom, the door wouldn’t open. I knocked, but there was no movement inside.

I felt strange, dialled his phone, mobile phone sound from the bedroom, sure enough, he is at home.

When I opened the door, there was another man sitting beside the bed, looking nervous and confused.

Mr Sui hurried to break the embarrassment, “This is my friend who came to visit us.” Then he pushed his friend to his feet and beckoned him to sit down in the hall.

I didn’t speak. I didn’t know what to say. I felt desperate and jilted the door ran out.

That night, I did not return all night…

I went to the bar, got drunk, went to a nearby hotel and slept until noon the next day.

No matter how Mr Sui tried to reach me, I did not reply to him.

The next evening I came home in an untidy manner.

I didn’t talk to him that week and treated him as if he were invisible.

So many years of love, at this moment collapse, I love him long gone, used to quarrel, as long as he faced me, I will try to coax him, but this time, I do not want to coax.

We have changed, he changed on the surface of the more gentle and considerate, in fact, changed more let me hate, but, I have not seen through it.

As the saying goes, spring came, and so is the season of hormones.

The same thing happened at home again, and at that moment, I really blew up.

The cause was the same as last time. I was on a temporary business trip and went home to pack my luggage. When I got home, the door couldn’t be opened.

Literally, the moment I saw him, I was ready to kill someone.

After packing, I didn’t even want to look at him.

Mr Sui hurried with me behind the elevator, I told him, no matter how, we have a mistake, but the big mistake is not you make such a thing, again and again, again and again of the touch my boundary, so many years of loves, you just spoil it.

I’m going on a business trip for a few days. You can do whatever you want. In these few days, don’t keep harassing me like you did last time. Get back to me when you really figure it out.

This time, without mercy, I straight out of the condo.

On the way to the airport, the sweat on the forehead continuously. At that moment, I really felt desperate for our relationship…

After the business trip, he still did not give me a satisfactory answer, so I sent him a message: we break up, I have found a good house. The movers I called are on their way, so I’ll just pack up and go. About some problems, when your father comes back, let’s deal with them together. Thank you for loving me all these years.

This time, no matter how Hard Mr Sui begged and cried desperately, I did nothing.

Until now, we still have had no contact.

I haven’t delete his phone number or WeChat.

No matter how Mr Sui sent me messages, I did not reply.

He hasn’t called me, and maybe he knows that no matter how hard he tries, it’s hopeless.

Not long ago, I walked across the twenty-four Bridges of slender West Lake alone. There were still people coming and going inside. I stopped here and thought of the night before we lived together and the poem he said to me.

At that time, I am really really happy.

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